Thursday, February 24, 2011
Complicated tripping in my fast heartbeatin world.
These are words coming from me when Im listening to music while trippin around in my mindworld.
Foolish actions we make every single day
We dont notice, we just do it.
Foolish talk we talkin, every single day
we trippin in our mind with what do with our lives
Feeling tired and confused, dont even know -dont even know if that what comes from my mind is true or just plain talk, dont even know if Im writing correctly -dont care.
I just want to forget about everything for a moment
All the pain, fustration, girls, cars, things that dont even fucking matter, all of it - everything
Share the silence with people who cant hear feel what feels closest to hearing your own thoughts.
Dont imagine world without music World without sounds, that night big city noise I would be dead or killed myself in a second.
Dont imagine world without time, constant hurry into everywhere and total nothingness when action needed the most - seems normal.
Everything collaps around me, like i just fell down into blackness,
its weird cause I enjoy it so much sometimes that it makes me want it even more.
More hating, more failing, more makin my self sad with things that are not even worth it.
Still messing with my life in the wrong direction - truth hurts the most.
Pencil cracked, I got to go to sleep - why?
Writin-writin from inside
eyes closed, it all goes wrong and I open my eyes.. nothing happens
Dreams fading away, unplugged - never called - forever stalled..
Sleepy yet awake Sweet yet fake Learning yet falling Listening yet dying All that, describes a part of me. Head is feelin so fat inside, like a pile of dust thats not light at all..
Ah, dubstep-dance song is on, seem to love it..
Feeling almost floating trough those notes,
makin you feel high.
Old headphones still workin, glad for that..
Just sittin and sittin, makin me fat?
Sound just emmerces and makin me sink into - somewhere. I dont know what it is, feels wrong yet good.
Blind inside, thats all.
I'l finish around here,
go to sleep and I'l continue there.
..and happy birthday Estonia.
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